{"id":9900,"date":"2011-08-28T13:00:26","date_gmt":"2011-08-28T21:00:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/?p=9900"},"modified":"2011-08-29T15:19:10","modified_gmt":"2011-08-29T23:19:10","slug":"some-thoughts-from-a-mom-with-two-preschoolers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/?p=9900","title":{"rendered":"Some thoughts from a (not-sad) mom"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I reminisce about Zoe&#8217;s early days at preschool, Avery is always included in my thoughts: Avery was just two months old when her sister <a href=\"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/?p=2878\">started school<\/a>, and she was my faithful companion during drop-offs and pick-ups. For well over a year, I&#8217;ve known that Avery would <a href=\"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/?p=5951\">soon be<\/a> at the JCC &#8211; and despite loving the school and knowing she&#8217;ll be happy there, I&#8217;ve also been saddened by the thought that my days of pushing Avery&#8217;s pink stroller up the ramp to Zoe&#8217;s classroom are forever over, that soon I&#8217;d be taking a solo walk into what would now be <em>Avery&#8217;s<\/em> classroom. And I&#8217;ve also known, of course, that there was nothing I could do to slow down time and delay that day. <\/p>\n<p>That day, as it turns out, is tomorrow. And though I&#8217;d be lying if I said the thought of drop-off didn&#8217;t make me want to cry, I&#8217;m feeling better than I was just weeks ago. For one thing, I was heartened by the preschool&#8217;s &#8220;preview day&#8221; on Friday, during which Avery got to meet her teachers and explore her classroom. She soaked everything in, accepted the (many) hugs of virtual strangers and didn&#8217;t even give any dirty looks. And the best part: When Q and I asked her about school later that day, she got a huge smile on her face and actually looked proud. It made me feel excited, and less anxious, about her start.<\/p>\n<p>In addition, my nostalgic-induced melancholy was recently put into perspective by a terrible loss experienced by a good friend of mine. I may be prone to feelings of weepiness over how fast my girls grow, but I&#8217;m more aware now than ever before that being able to watch them do so is a true blessing. Simply put, I have no business feeling sad over something that is actually so wonderful. <\/p>\n<p>And besides, whether Avery&#8217;s riding in a pink stroller or carrying a pink lunch-box, she&#8217;ll still always be my baby.<\/p>\n<p>-M<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I reminisce about Zoe&#8217;s early days at preschool, Avery is always included in my thoughts: Avery was just two months old when her sister started school, and she was my faithful companion during drop-offs and pick-ups. For well over a year, I&#8217;ve known that Avery would soon be at the JCC &#8211; and despite [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[70],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9900","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-61-two-kids-august-11"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9900","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9900"}],"version-history":[{"count":24,"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9900\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9937,"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9900\/revisions\/9937"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9900"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9900"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.zoe.browdy.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9900"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}